
Strategy of Survival
Bloody Sunday's ugly grayness hit me from behind,
completely unexpected and indigestible disgusting. - I have to perform tonight
for the last time with this piece and I don't know whether I should be excited
about it or not.- Take a bath and watch the bubbles until your brain blows. Read
a 10 pages of Nietzsche in the fly until you have a reason to feel bad, produce a
couple of lines of poetry- handwritten- and then rush to the theater and play the
Diva- be as arrogant as possible so nobody can scratch you're surface... -
overstand (überstehen we call that in German,) overstand your Sunday, which means
something between survive, understand and overlook....overstand it.